jason x zusman

2023-07-20, 15:41

Hey Jace. I know it's been a long time, been stuck in the pit for a while. How's it going on the site?

hey man, good to hear from you, hope you're doing better... nothing new at work, it's the same boring job with pretty much the same bunch of dumbasses (:

I'm better indeed, thanks man. LOL, Rob and his mates got on your nerves again?

well i'm glad! sure, they always do. a lion doesn't mix well with fucking hyenas (:

never thought of them as hyenas, it's actually a really good comparison lol
anyways, what's up besides work? how are you doing?

and you were that big, strong, sad buffalo...
i'm good actually. bought a new bike after all! but who cares? tell me about you, you've been through some real tough shit

Lol, that the vibe I give off? I mean, I am a taurus
I do! Congrats man!! what kind?? We should go cruise around sometime. It's been a long time I haven't rolled
It's been tough yeah. But it's also been almost a week I haven't touched any dope so I think it's safe to say it's getting better.

kinda. i watch too much animal documentaries lol. saw a komodo dragon eat a deer alive the other day... shit was brutal, but still nothing compared to san bernardino and prison

you know me, couldn't resist another black harley-davidson. big, bad, beautiful machine. let's go for a ride anytime!

dope is hell on earth man, i really hope you'll continue to stay away from that crap... and congrats btw

I believe you. I'll say it again, but you're one brave man Jace. I hope you'll find something or someone that'll give you some tenderness. Wash off all that violence. You deserve it. And I know you'll shut me off but I still mean it

Right on man, Keeping it local. I'm down!! And thanks brother. I enjoy the rest while it lasts. It's kinda weird but I think meeting my ex's new husband helped me lol

yeah dude stop it... for fuck's sake lol. i did meet someone tho

and... what now?

That's good to hear man!! Tell me all about it

As for the ex's husband, yeah... lol. I was crying my ass off at the lake and some dude came to talk to me. Was actually a really nice moment. Turns out he's the guy my ex wouldn't shut up about lol.
I had this Godlike image of him, I realized he's just a dude like the rest of us. I don't get how but I feel like it clicked, I feel better since then

a "godlike" image of him? man that ex of yours really put some toxic bs in your head. glad you realized that motherfucker is basic af! i mean, of course he is lol... now find a girl who will really love and value you, you deserve it my dude.

Yeah… well, we were young. I don’t know if I blame her anymore
But thanks man. Tbh I’m starting to wonder if it’s a girl I want to find lol

sure, no need to blame anyone anymore, just don't take shit like this ever again... no guy is "godlike" simply because a girl is in love with him, you know what i mean? i'm the alpha dog and no bitch can tell me otherwise, that's how i see things... and that's how you should too.

shit... hahaha i knew it, i saw you checking me out a few times guess i'll tell you more about this someone i met, then.

I get you. Talking about dogs, how your buddy doing?

I was gonna deny that but nvm lol so that someone's a dude, I assume?

you really think about everything, don't ya? (: hobo is doing great, fuck i love that dog. i taught him to bring beers from the fridge, you have to see that  

hahaha. i guess you saw it in my eyes too, otherwise you would'nt be telling me this, right?

oh man... that little soab is no "dude", he's a fucking gift from the gods. so damn lovely and loving. thing is... he's a bit younger

I HAVE to see this lol, I'll come by with Mandy then, then we could go ride

Ooh so that's what it was? Damn, too bad I came out of my closet now lol

Well, isn't it lovely to read you talking that way. Younger how?

sure man, just let me know when you want to come by. i'm sure hobo will be all too happy to hump mandy again lol

damn zus, you're going straight to the point... would you have bend down like a good girl for me, i wonder?

he's 23 and way too pure for me

like owner like dog I see LOL… bended that’s for sure, like a good girl not so much. Maybe more of something in the lines of fuckhole. Damn, I think it’s been nearly 15 years I haven’t been called names during it…

Oh yeah, that’s a huge gap indeed. Is it working out?

man i'm actually kind of speechless... you really are feeling better, you fucking whore  

yeah, yeah... we're taking it slow and i'm really trying to be a gentleman for him. he knows what kind of man i am tho. he likes me regardless... i hope i won't fail him

Brother, it’s been a week I’m sober after a year and a half being absolutely wrecked by the K and I haven’t had any sex since then. All of that while being single for the first time in 13 years. At this stage I want my bike to ride me lol

Now on another note lol… that’s really sweet. You deserve that love. You’re allowed to fail and you also deserve to find forgiveness and to grow. If he loves you enough to want to see you become a better man, he’ll stay around. And it looks lite it’s the case :)